feeling abit depressed at the moment, so i think i’ll blog about some happier stuff and hopefully it’ll be better. i’m not supposed to be home now. i’m supposed to be out there enjoying my dinner with them. don’t even wanna talk about it. *pissed* tomorrow. tomorrow my baby will be here. it HAS to.
anyway, celebrated an early birthday with HL yesterday since our days are less than a week apart. was a tiny bit bitter about sharing the spotlight as i still wasn’t in any birthday mood and the 女主角 that day was her. but i suppose it was kinda expected (last year also like that) and it was a good opportunity to do so.
we had our project meeting in the morning and everyone was around. since my sentosa projects were the main issue, i was rather stressed out and concentrating. after we finished with HL’s projects and i started drawing on D’s notes, CH suddenly went outside and called to JW. we all thought it was kinda strange, but didn’t quite think much. he came back and started to talk again on another project.
then all of a sudden the lights went out. i was hoping for a blackout, which could mean stop work. but then i saw LP standing by the door laughing, and PL bringing the cake in. sadded.
lol. two plus points though. one, we both got a coach wristlet pouch, in different colors of cos. mine’s a very sweet purple. my first authentic ‘branded’ item! =P second, he was there! *happy* i shall lie to myself that at least he celebrated my birthday for me. whether he liked it or not.
hrmmmm. i hope the bloody SE phone comes out before my birthday. or else this year’s gonna be the most depressing birthday i’ll ever have. for the past 4 months i’ve had nothing on my mind except this baby; it’s driving me nuts!